Friday, June 25, 2010

Nipple Pierced Jenna Jameson




All the friends that I've had, where are they now?

Guess I'm far too intense to be loved. All the things that I hate, I hate about myself. And I need to cleance my soul.


is in moments like this to me again why I have this world and you just can not understand.

is re aware how resistant it is, after all ...

    Lately, I would not shake the feeling that many simply do not care what others do or think .. that they do not care .. what they do for themselves ... to do other ...
  1. say time and time again people that I am not indifferent to them .. But if I come with my concerns to them .. really need help then it all does not matter .. they turn away or are so ignorant that they only continue on around me .. get ready and then leave with even more problems alone ..
  2. If that's the way the wanted it to help me, I can do without your help ...
  3. I will never deal with it .. Never ... this is life .. should
  4. But I do not see why I still read to get ready of you.
  5. I have a right to say my opinion .. Why should I remain silent and let happen to me?
  6. I need such Hifle not ..
  7. I need people who listen to me, understand me and try to help me .. which do not make the same low point out all my problems but how ridiculous it is to have that attitude and that one is that stupid if you think so ... I really do not need.
  8. Still less do I need people who just give a bored comment and go ...
I understand not what is going on right now .. the people who I trust, a family for me to move further and further behind .. always continue to disappear more and for me to reach barely .. Other
apparently trying to make me painfully clear my confidence towards them is not a good idea ...

I'm worried .. because a person is important to me is beyond reach .. I'm terrified that she endgültigverschwindet .. but no one takes this seriously .. again only the comment "Is it stupid to have such a stand" ...

How should I handle it if I'm not even clear to me ... If they all turn

to only me I would be worthless ...

Slowly I have the feeling ... that no one really understand what is going on in me WILL ... I am not fit easily ... Not 'm worth to be in this world ...

This world with its companies and its rules, which I can not understand ... perhaps will not understand .. What it has to be for a life where everyone is left to itself ...

Basically ... I really do not longer belong to this world .. .


Nobody knows, nobody cares that I those on the inside.
Nobody sees the lie that is me, as I smile on the outside.
Nobody knows, nobody cares that I walk, on the wrong side.


Nobody knows and nobody cares but you.




Saturday, June 19, 2010

Remove Haze From Stone

#106

The GGP (Global Gouverment plan) is a military organization that was launched to the world after a war to restore the situation. In Japan, the GGP against a group of terrorists, the BMA (Borderless Military Alliance), who were known to a number of attacks. So much for the general background to 'Ride Back', an anime I've seen a week in the evening.
The series has twelve episodes, the 2009 is built after a manga by Tetsurou Kasahara. The manga has already been completed in ten volumes. In the U.S. the series is licensed, but I've seen the version of Frostii who have done a pretty good job. The soundtrack is not bad, I especially like the song that is played in the credits.





The main character, Ogata Rin is the daughter of a famous ballet dancer and ballerina himself, until an injury ended her promising career. She decides to focus more on their studies, and moved with her best friend, Shouko together, with which it shared the University visited. Eventually, Rin stumbles then randomly in the rooms of a university club, with 'Ride Backs' deals, which can be thought of as a combination of motorcycle and robot. It is doing with one of them a test drive and finds that she is with her through the ballet-trained body control gradezu a perfect driver. They also inspired the Ride Back to the possibilities that it opens up Rin, and from the feeling is reminiscent of the dancing. So she joined the club, and even takes part in a race. As soon
gets her friend Shouko in a hostage-taking of the BMA, Rin jumps without thinking on their ride back to eject her friend from the building. A rather ill-considered action that Rin brings the attention of the GGP, which holds the girl for a terrorist, because the BMA Ride tracks used. (In retrospect it was probably a good thing for Shouko that Rin has saved them, for the GGP had no intention, regardless of the hostage taking ...) And as Rin rushes to help her younger brother who can be persuaded to verantstalten with a few other tracks to ride a little chaos and falling into a trap of the GGP, their own backs Ride will be tested on living objects, both she and Kenji taken prisoner by the GGP. Rin's brother is forced under torture to accept responsibility for the deaths of his companions (who were actually killed by the GGP), and Rin is being held in the prisons of the GGP.




How then continues with Rin, what the GGP with the BMA and, above all, the commander of the GGP, Karen Bach, the leader of the BMA, Keifer has to do, and what with the two Okakura, connects the man who founded the Uniclub Ride around the tracks can I find out if one looks at the twelve episodes. Brevity is one of the positive aspects of the anime. No unnecessary Füllepisoden, in which nothing happens or the act of resistance brings twenty episodes. Although I think the substance would be a few more episodes have been quite feasible, without the action would have been boring.
action is not so much the focus, although there are some nice scenes with the Ride-backs, and out of Rin is no fierce fighter. It is and remains a civilian, even if it gets through their actions between the fronts. I am more concerned that their Back of the Ride helps to find himself again. Their struggle much more with it refutes itself off. Of course, the act was not as sophisticated as it sounds now, perhaps. But it is perfectly logical, interesting and above all entertaining. The animation is good, especially when it comes to ride tracks. For the faces, there are occasional minor errors, but since I am no one who is looking desperately for errors to dwell on, the animation for me was quite satisfactory.
general, I regret not having taken my time for the series. And now I wish there was really Ride backs. can counter the Motorräder doch gar nicht anstinken...

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

False Turtleneck Dickies



... I just cannot stop think about it ....

Perhaps it again just a delusion in my oh-so-screwed it reality, but slowly I have the feeling to me it all slip from their hands ...

What should I do to still make, if they attract more and more people just like that back, do not register, I do not answer, and by and large the impression as if they want to have anything to do with me?

I now know not what I do not want to get close to them, they've tried to somehow get to understand what they're doing to me is, but I can not keep it up ...

cry All that bluster, threaten, say, and what I do not yet know all seems to have no success, no effect, apart from the times I alone accusations of trying again do ... I

no one wants to push something, I will not disappear just all just so ... not again ....

Slowly I am tired of always running behind all the chopping and over again by asking ...

And the more my friends from my presence dwindles the farther, the will to go even further ...

What I have on this world, but if nobody is there ...

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Progressive Insurance Sales Tax Refund



Jap ~'ve infected me with the 120 also can xD
The whole is a project that you can look here:
http://forum.fanfiktion.de/t/7084/1

Let's see how far it xD

The rules are easy to come:
Add to any point in a Oneshot and imagine the list either at the beginning of your history and the profile and show in how far you're already ...

first In Between Worlds - Between the worlds second Love - Love

third Sunset - Sunset 4th Deep - Deep 5th Seeking Solace - Solace looking
6th Break Away - safe
7th Eden - (garden) Eden
8th Innocence - Innocence
9th Drive - Drive
10th Breathe Again - re-breathe
11th Memory - Memory
12th Insanity - Madness 13th Abuse - Abuse 14. Smile - Smile 15th Emotionless - Emotionless
16th Caged - locked
17th Blood - Blood

18th Candy - Candy
19th Snow - Snow
20th Fortitude - lucky
21st Anomaly - Abnormal
22nd Forest - Forest
23rd Cat - Cat
24th Me Time - Time for me
25th Trouble Lurking - lurking anger
26th Never Cry - cry Never
27th Poison - Poison
28th Anguish - torment / grief / sorrow / pain
29th Curious - Odd
30th Rain - Rain
31st Defile - desecration
32nd Never Look Back - Never Look Back
33rd Provoke - provocation
34th Mechanical - Mechanical
35th Hold My Hand - Hold my hand 36th Precious Treasure - Precious Treasure 37th Eyes - Eye
38th Abandoned - Leave

39th Dreams - Dreams

40th Black and Blue - Black and Blue
41st Teamwork Teamwork
42nd Still Standing - Still available / Not standing
43rd Dying - dying 44th Two Roads - Two-way 45th Illusion - Illusions
46th Family - Family
47th Homunculi - homunculi (artificial human)
48th Orphan - way
49th Stripes - Stripes
50th Breaking the Rules - The rules break
51st Games - Games
52nd Claustrophobia - claustrophobia (agoraphobia)
53rd Keeping a Secret - A secret reserve
54th City - City
55th Waiting - Waiting
56th Hell-Bent - Determined
57th Sacrifice - sacrifice
58th Bitter Sweet - Bittersweet
59th Suffocate - suffocation

60th Rejection - Rejection

61st Fairy Tale - Fairy
62nd Djinn - Djinn
63rd Come-hither - Inviting
64th Amputation - removal
65th Contort - bending
66th Suicide - Suicide
67th Security Blanket - security blanket
68th Bully - Bruiser
69th Annoyance - nuisance / disturbance / annoyance / harassment
70th Wanton - lust / lascivious
71st Obsession - Passion
72nd Pawn - mortgage / Bauer in check
73rd I Can not - I can not
74th Demented - Insane
75th Mirror - Mirror
76th Broken Pieces - Broken pieces
77th Test - Test
78th The Fool - the fool
79th Disease - Disease 80th Words - Words / Words 81st Edge - Did / cliff
82nd Forever - Forever
83rd Heal - Healing
84th Out Cold - Unconscious
85th Spiral - Spiral
86th Seeing Red - Red see
87th Appetite - Appetite
88th Pain - Pain

89th Through the Fire - 90 by (the) fire

Sephia - Octopus Black
91st Drowning - Drowning?
92nd The for you - For you die
93rd Give Up - Give on 94th
Last Hope - Last Hope
95th Streets - Streets
96th In the Storm - The Storm
97th Regret - repentance
98th Puzzle - Puzzle
99th Solitude - Solitude
100th Relaxation - relaxation one hundred and first Emo - Emo 102nd Act your age - Do not be a child's head
103rd Covet - desire
104th Detached - Separated / unbiased / disinterested
105th Belittle - reviling
106th Confusion - Confusion
107th Dog - Dog
108.Moonlight - Moonlight
109th Secret Place - Secret Place / hide
110th Annex - Notes cultivation

111th Coward - Coward

112th Emulate - imitate
113th Kami - God
114th Place of God - God's place
115th Delicate - Delicate / Labil / Sensitive
116th All my fault - all my fault
117th Chains - Chains
118th Ferocious - Cruel
119th Autumn - Fall
120th Loser - Losers