All the friends that I've had, where are they now?
Guess I'm far too intense to be loved. All the things that I hate, I hate about myself. And I need to cleance my soul.
is in moments like this to me again why I have this world and you just can not understand.
is re aware how resistant it is, after all ...
- Lately, I would not shake the feeling that many simply do not care what others do or think .. that they do not care .. what they do for themselves ... to do other ...
- say time and time again people that I am not indifferent to them .. But if I come with my concerns to them .. really need help then it all does not matter .. they turn away or are so ignorant that they only continue on around me .. get ready and then leave with even more problems alone ..
- If that's the way the wanted it to help me, I can do without your help ...
- I will never deal with it .. Never ... this is life .. should But I do not see why I still read to get ready of you.
- I have a right to say my opinion .. Why should I remain silent and let happen to me?
- I need such Hifle not .. I need people who listen to me, understand me and try to help me .. which do not make the same low point out all my problems but how ridiculous it is to have that attitude and that one is that stupid if you think so ... I really do not need.
- Still less do I need people who just give a bored comment and go ...
apparently trying to make me painfully clear my confidence towards them is not a good idea ...
I'm worried .. because a person is important to me is beyond reach .. I'm terrified that she endgültigverschwindet .. but no one takes this seriously .. again only the comment "Is it stupid to have such a stand" ...
How should I handle it if I'm not even clear to me ... If they all turn
to only me I would be worthless ...Slowly I have the feeling ... that no one really understand what is going on in me WILL ... I am not fit easily ... Not 'm worth to be in this world ...
This world with its companies and its rules, which I can not understand ... perhaps will not understand .. What it has to be for a life where everyone is left to itself ...
Basically ... I really do not longer belong to this world .. .
Nobody knows, nobody cares that I those on the inside. Nobody sees the lie that is me, as I smile on the outside. Nobody knows, nobody cares that I walk, on the wrong side.
Nobody knows and nobody cares but you.