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I'm not even sure why I really here write .. it is probably due to the fact that I am always says I should write down what I threatened to break ..
Maybe I hope there is something changed ... save something ... I do not know ..

Lately, I would not shake the feeling that threaten to break my friends because I am not able to do what is expected of me .. or not ..
I'm not sure .. but it confuses me. It confused me
how some treat me just because I do not regularly post ..
friendship for me was always more than just post and playn.
Friends are people that I trust .. if not all the same.
Trust is something that I can be difficult, but it makes me nervous, to have that feeling of being abandoned by those whom I most trust ..

I fear to lose what I built up my ... again.
I want to lose anyone or hurt anybody, but I will not shake the feeling that's exactly what happens ... It just confused me

how some in the last time I behave towards ..
As I was only there to post and how I am not interested in it ...








I want but no one injured, and still less do I want to lose someone.
but I try just to find a way that allows me to live ...

I know I disappoint most people only .. even if I do not want ...
But I have long used to understand that I am not Maschiene has to work only.
Someone who just does what he is told, no matter how one goes here ..

I'm trying a way to go in the middle, but more I can not do too ..
About a year ago I swore never again to give up for one person ...
But I always notice clear how difficult it this way to go without other injured or even losing.

And that brings me confused ..
I will lose my friends, because without them my life makes no sense ..
But if I only do what is expected of me ... I can not live without it again to break it almost ..

I really do not know what else can I do ...